Kevin's Lifestyle

Mourning Day EVER!!

2010-07-23T04:00:00.002+08:00

Early in the morning waken up by maid she told me our dog is dead, i was like huh..wtf how come suddenly die? Then i went downstair to look at Foxy, it was already dead..with the eye open like a fish ball that big and some liquid dripping from its mouth..i think it got stroke or maybe food poisoning. Ofcourse i'm sad, this is the very first pet we adopt past away just like that.

My first thought tell me that my maid poison it because she think that the dog is a burden, it's just my thought no offence.

THE FUCKING WORST IS -->

The fucking tyre puncture when i was on the half way back from bkt tinggi, when i just turn down to kesas from the banting road FUCK Piiuuuakkkkkk! i heard, wtf i just enter the fucking dark highway that cant U Turn, ass hole i fcking scared like hell..the road is damn dark just like when u enter the toilet without switch on the light..i just keep driving with 60km/h while i was thinking what to do, Oh Fuck the sound become louder just like the tyre going to burst suddenly..the sound make me hold the steering tight with all the strenght i have. Then continue thinking, fck man i dint even change tyre before some more have to be in midnight 3am. What to do? i drive 60km/h until i reach the toll, there's not even a single car cross by and its FCKING DARK!! moreover one of my friend pass away on the highway with an accident, that's make me even worst going to Crazy! i turn the music loud so that i won't go think about it, but the tyre sound juts getting louder and louder. Finally i manage to reach the first kesas toll, stop beside and switch on double signal, to make sure those driver notice that i stop beside the road so they won't bang me (coz i saw newspaper there's people same situation like me when they stop beside the road they was banged by a lorry and die on the spot..), then i took like 2minute to learn how to carry out the spare tyre coz it's lock and i can't see it properly luckily i still had my phone to light on it..after that i flashback few yrs back ago when i was in a tyre shop how they change the tyre and i try to do it, i failed for the first time..i put the lifting thing on the wrong spot, then i heard Crack! the skirt is damaged abit, then i lean over the floor and look for the spot with my hand phone light, thanks god i found it, then again i tried i use screw driver to turn that thing to lift the car up, normally i see those people do it so easily but it makes me sweat all over turning like 4o over time. Then remove the screw with a L shape thing, place it on the screw and step on it, i think i step too hard the L thing fly away HAHA, ok done removing those screw, the tyre is just fcking hot i can feel the heat from it, so hot when i remove it i see scar on the tyre like 5cm..then again place the spare tyre and put those screw back. (Attention! Max 80km/h) was written on the spare tyre, finally i manage to change the tyre for my first time in the highway at 3.30am, great i just took around 15min to change the tyre but its fcking tired and sweat.

Anyway i'm glad i finish bath and i can blog about this piece of shit here.

Conclusion

This incident it's a very great lesson.

1st Never Outing Till Midnight.

2nd If You're A Driver Learn How To Change TYRE!!

3rd Always Have A Bottle Of Water In The Car In case You Need It To Wash Your Dirty Oily Hand.

Okay great experience ever, if u feel free try drive to the highway on the midnight and change your spare tyre.

Thanks God, Amitabha. =D

流不出的泪 Part 2

2010-06-24T05:09:00.002+08:00

这次她真的回了，而却还是我有份送她的。。那一刻真的很难过，最近我都比较少联络她也许是根本没有。。每当我失去了才来后悔，太迟了吧。。在她回去的前一晚我跟她聊了，她说我

“你要學會珍惜眼前的東西呀..不要失去了..就愧恨當初沒好好愛惜”

“其實你不知道..倒不如說你不敢去做你想做的..有時候顧慮多了...會不知到該怎樣...其實你明白..但你未曾爭取過..有時候..你要大膽嘗試一些新的東西或想法..因為你不知道適不適合自己..你不試一下..怎麼知道是不是自己想要的呢...就算爭取了..到最後失敗了也好..因為最起碼你有爭取過你要的東西...那也不會後悔呀...但你..只是等等等..等的東西不一定是你的..也許爭取到東西也不一定是你的..不過你不爭取..那東西就一定不是你的”

最后她说之前她留下的目的是为了我的。。我真的感到“哇！！去死啦你这种人。”<--骂自己的。

咳。。过去了后悔莫及了，我在此祝她会找到一个适合她的人。

好心痛呀！！！！一年就这样过去了。。

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2010-05-07T00:50:00.005+08:00

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Recently.

2010-04-29T05:54:00.002+08:00

I made a big mistake, i just want to get a better life that i hope but things don't really work out that well, i regret on things that i do and decision i had made.

What i need to do now is to correct the mistake that i had made and give up for things that i want..coz i couldn't stand a life like this again.

Anyway i'm still Alive =)

* Falling down is not defeat... defeat is when your refuse to get up...
*Even the word 'IMPOSSIBLE' says 'I M POSSIBLE'
*Never expect things to happen.. struggle and make them happen. never expect yourself to be given a good value create a value of your own

Bad Hair Cut Day.

2010-03-27T17:04:00.002+08:00

Recently tons of bad things all happen on me..

Just now i went to a barber shop with my dad's car, there were lots of ppl..then i decided to go back..when i reach the car DAMN..it failed to start, after few times trying then only it started but..i just reverse the car from the parking.. suddenly the engine stop working.. i was like WTF!? then nvm i call my dad he sent me a foreman, after a few while the guy come he check on it..after that he ask me drive it to the factory..while i driving to the factory at klang there..the car like keep vibrating n accelerate it selfs..even when i brake also feel like accelerating..i brake all the way till i reach the factory..then they double check on it again..after a hour, the foreman ask me to drive back..i was like HAR!?? like this somemore can drive meh?? siao eh..i'm glad i reach home safely..very lucky lol..but somehow if accident how oh? While on the way driving back, i was worried n wonder what will happen..i drive very safe, coz i worried if something happen i would not be able to meet the special friend of mine anymore..hehe.

Anyway I'm Lucky that i be able to reach home safely =) Cheers!
Buang Suay, ONG mari mari!
HAhahahaha!

To www.blogger.com

2010-03-23T04:17:00.003+08:00

Hey blogger.com you know what? u ruined one of my important thing..I started to hate you, eventhough I kinda long didn't blog d but u still don't need to treat me like that 1 rite..? I HATE YOU SO MUCH!

P/S: I'm not psycho, this thing really ruined my life..there's no U-turn in our life..Appreciate what we have.

Lastly F**K YOU BLOGGER! (!@$(#%*%$&)%$&)__!@##%)%$)(&$*)%#!@)($@)(!$()%$^)!!!!!??

1 Gain, 1 Lost.

2010-03-21T22:33:00.003+08:00

Wow my blog is full of spider webs..can't believe i let my blog empty for so long.. LOL

Anyway I'm back with a good news & a bad news that happen in a same day.

Bad news - My Beloved Car Lambo Myvi BJL 8638, The car has been sold off due to problems that are not worth fixing and stuffs. =( Things happen too sudden until now I still couldn't really accept it.

R.I.P LamboMyvi. =(
28th March 2007 - 20th March 2010.

Good News - She's my chosen 1..she let me found my long lost feelings.

Not in the mood..no car jor..can't go out like usual, even yesterday night go club also had to borrow car from my friend..have to walk in college again with sweating all over when reach the classroom..the saddest part is, I just get what i want for so long but then I lost an important thing..my life just couldn't be perfect like anyone else. Anyway I'm still happy to had her in my life.

Tick-Tock On The Clock.

2010-02-08T00:35:00.002+08:00

不知不觉一年就这样的过了，还记得我去年的这个时候是在做什么。。突然好怀念我的过去。哎，搞到我很Emo。。想念好多人，好多事情。。人生总要往前看啊。。

最近感觉上好像身边的人开始疏远了，当然有理由只不过我没权力插手。。

我发觉我超懒惰哦，很多事情都懒的去做。。新年过后一定要改变了。
家里装饰新年物品搞到家人很忙我却没帮手。。下周就新年了。。只好怪自己。
我今年的愿望是不要再肥了，所以我决定瘦身=D 还有就是一定要交到一个我真真喜欢的女子，突然觉得单身很孤独。
我哥又回澳洲了，期待他下一次回来。。有他在的这两个月我很开心很轻松。。我们多数的时间都会在一起的。。我会好好珍惜我们这段兄弟情。

我在这祝大家新年快乐！年年有余！

珍惜身边的人还有时间，一寸光阴一寸金，寸金难买寸光阴。

=) I Love All Of You.

The End of 2009.

2010-01-03T09:29:00.000+08:00

This is the last post for 2009, there are many things I'm going to write about so let's begin.

-First of all let's talk about my Education for 2009.

Everyone know that I'm not a study freak but i still can manage to study at college although i get a sux result in SPM, actually i don't really feel proud because i didn't put too much effort on it and the result was expected. My result allow me to enter college, so I chooses Inti Nilai, I started in May intake, I feel like I have chosen the wrong college, i don't mean that Inti Nilai was bad, it's a good college but i just don't feel really like it. I think i had made a choice with impact and impulse =( , 1st sem is not that great and i only pass 1 subject. 2nd sem i retake 1 of the subject and i passed it =))) I'm going to enrol for the 3rd sem soon. My target is to study overseas!!

-Secondly Family

My brother went to Australia for further education & my mom went there to work. My sister Adeline is now working at Singapore hope she'll be back soon for holiday. My house is shifted from Bkt Tinggi to Kota Kemuning, the house is bigger but it's just too quiet and further we already used to it. My connection with my family is consider as average, i do appreciate everything they do for me but i just don't really know how to describe it. I LOVE MY FAMILY ALOT!

-Relationship

I don't know why, in my 18 years of life this year will be my greatest year. I met with alot of girls, I had alot of crush..but I'm not a playboy! i just flirt =P I didn't commit with anyone else, I have been single for like almost 3 year, I screwed up everything this year sad =( , I miss alot of opportunity. At the end of 2009 dispatch to waiting list. Whatever, i rather let things be natural. I want to have a girlfriend in 2010!!

-Trip

Hoho, I'm satisfy enough this year. For local I've been to melaka,port dickson, morib and seremban. For overseas Melbourne(Australia) & Phuket(Thailand) that was AWESOME! I'm fall in love in vacation, planning to go Thailand again in 2010. Learn from the outside world! Thumbs Up!

-Friendship

Alot of new friend, especially TT human and college friends. But non of them are true friend after hanging out for a period, but still Happy. As in my usual friend from my group, since i went to college the time we hang out was reduced to 20% i feel like it's hard for me to catch up with them, our friendship become dull day by day. Anyway we still hang out like always at the weekend. About batu unjur schoolmates, we have kinda alot of gathering this year the latest 1 we got is on 30DEC, was planned by me and Kevan, actually is counted as successful but i just feel like there was something wrong with some of them. I am neutral as always =) More & More friend out there!

-National Service

Seems many ppl pray that they will not been chosen, I'm very proud of myself, i volunteer to be part of it. It's was a precious experience, only once in a life time..i have tried to convince many of them to participate but i got rejected. Is just a 3month time, think of it what u've done in 3month, unless u can earn like 10k in a month. If not that's a really great tutoring for teenagers.
3month of friendship there, after that everyone lost contact. When u were living with a bunch of strangers then slowly become a family that's the main point for NS.

-Myself

Excited, Emo, Disappointed, This 3 word represent me of 2009.
Haha, my hobby is still the same can't live without computers & I've learn dancing in this year although is just a short period, coz i feel inferiority when all the ppl around me are alot better than me haha so i just do it like exercise.
The important thing i lose weight !! Haha around 10Kg, but still fat...this year can be consider is my fittest year. Hope next year will be better. =)))

This posts suppose to be posted before 2010 but it's not done yet then i just postponed it..because I'm busy & lazy for the last week of 2009. Yet the pictures of my vacation is still on my phone & camera..I'm damn lazy to upload them.So, just wait k =)

Happy New Year! =D

Goodbye 2009 & Hello 2010!

难堪的一目。

2009-12-27T12:28:00.003+08:00

太过份了！！超级看不顺眼啊！相当初认识的你们都不是这个样的，你们所谓的朋友就是这样拿来糟蹋的吗？根本就没分寸。

怎样说其中两人都是跟我蛮好而且有感情的，一点给面都没有。。怎样说我都把你们当成好朋友，有些却目中无人那也算了可是搞到她们我就很不满。。
就算是她们心甘情愿，那又怎样。。？你们的行为跟轮奸应该没什么差别吧。不知羞耻！

我想了很久还是想不通，到底为什么她们要这样糟蹋自己然后再来向我投诉。。他妈的！自己都自暴自弃了我怎么帮？亏我还对你们那么好。。

你们真的令我太失望了，那一目我永远都不会忘记。。。

我觉得是时候我们告一段落了，我不能再忍受这样的行为了。

所谓手背是肉手掌也是肉啊！！

@!@#$%$$%*O)*))+()_()*&^^$^$!#$!@$#@$#^%$&^%*&(&*_(*+%$@#!@#$%^&**(*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Same People, Different Lifestyle.

2009-11-22T22:58:00.002+08:00

I'M NOW IN MELBOURNE!

The first impression melbourne gives me is like uhmm, i'm now standing in a place that we always watch in movie scene, all the buildings,trees,vechicles are all looks fresh for me.

Yesterday night i departed here, and it was raining..the wheather was kinda cold, just like genting.
Aus people are really interesting, they are too friendly if compare with mysian..I can't really understand their English although is the same with us, maybe because is the pitch is different, but we can still communicate.

Today afternoon, go to eat some malaysian food because my bro say he long time didn't eat already then i go with him, a chicken rice & cheese baked rice cost around $20++ 0.o imagine if convert to Malaysia Ringgit how much will it cost, the meals is huge a normal ppl like us could not finish it..after that we went to find the interesting girl that i met in the plane her name is happie because her chinese name is 开心, haha will talk about the story i met her if i free it's very funny & interesting. She's once my bro friend last time =)

Walk around in the city for today, eaten a burger bigger than mcd x3 big, it is delicious and i finished it, makes me full until wanna vomit lol..

Buy a pair of slippers today it is quicksilver $20, listed alot of things today gotta shop for more!

Taken some photo but i forget to bring the usb, so i'll upload when i get back to malaysia.

That's all for today i'm going to bed now, Goodnight Melbourne.

P/S: Thanks my dad alot for this trip, it's a new thing and i can learn from the outside world. <3

What is can.exe.bat.pig?

2009-11-17T07:00:00.001+08:00

can.exe.bat.pig is a file containing powerful viruses, which will crash your computer, on which even re-installation will become impossible.

ANSWER

You would only know its particulars if you wrote it. exe.batch files, when it comes to computer viri are where people store a virus they have written and tend to send as email links or any attachment links. They can be harmfull or just annoying( email spamming to trojans i.e. keylogging viri. I don't wear a hat be it black or white. I know information simply because it's there to be found.

Beware!

毕业典礼

2009-11-12T08:55:00.004+08:00

这里指的毕业典礼我没有份的只是观众罢了，我老早就毕业了。。嘻嘻

04年的现在终于毕业了，恭喜你们，虽然我不能和你们一起在兴华毕业但是我的心还是跟着你们一起的=）
非常的后悔当初没有读好好，我本身觉得兴华已经是数1数2的学校了。

昨天11日，我带着校友的身份到兴华参加他们的毕业典礼。。看着他们欢呼，开心，兴奋的有些还满面是泪，真的替他们高兴，我大概有3~4年没有回到那间学校了所以好多人都认不出我，不过看了几眼他们就会想到了哈哈，现在的我比起当初真的变很多了。。我04年到06年的教师还很清楚的记得我还有训导主任。。好开心噢~~哈哈因为我以前都很貂皮所以映像让人深刻。。

友谊万岁这首歌太好听了，记得我们以前一起唱得很开心，现在全部毕业了要开始各自的路程了。。大多数的都会去学院吧。。

在我的读书生涯，我在兴华的日子最开心了。。

我建议现在的孩子通通都去兴华，华人吗一定要有华人教育的。。。

毕业快乐噢！

小心驾驶！！

2009-11-06T11:19:00.004+08:00

一大清早六点多我载妹妹去上学了，然后到家不久电话突然响了。。看了一看原来是我朋友啊汉打来，就很好奇的接了。

他是我在大学的同学，他在电话里哭喊着他出车祸了叫我去帮他，他很紧张害怕不知道要怎样。他说电话里只看到我的名。。我却不知怎样帮他，因为车祸地点在salak tinggi,sepang 接近我的学校 Inti College，他很害怕的喊着他的朋友全身在留着血，我叫他冷静然后打给警察和救护车。

我刚从现场回来，经过我的推断车里有4 个人2男2女。6点53分，他们是刚从俱乐部喝完酒要回大学，在回的路途中是下着毛毛雨的，我觉得驾车那个人驾得蛮快然后要躲避一辆德士就转了一圈撞到旁边的一个大柱，虽然下着毛毛雨可是路地已然是湿湿的，撞了之后啊汉和两位女生就爬了出来开车那个却昏迷而却下半身都被夹着了。

我原本大算不去了因为正个晚上都没睡觉，结果还是去了因为大家都是朋友一场吗，我就很匆忙的赶去现场而却在下大雨跟赛车。7点35分我到了，不过看不见啊汉和其他女生（他们的手机都打不通了）只剩那位被困在车里的人和一堆警察，消防员跟八卦的（都是马来人跟印度人），当时消防员在抢救着被困者而我也无能为力只好录影跟拍照。

我在拍摄当中看到那个被困者跟那两车都会发抖脚都站不稳。实在是太恐怖了！！

啊汉背后受伤了在照X光，女1也受伤了，被困者救了出来之后去世了，死者的女友昏迷不醒。

他们哭都没用了这是事实只好节哀顺变了，为了一时的爽快带来一辈子的悲哀。

亲爱的朋友啊，尤其是那些刚拿驾照的千万驾车要小心啊！！要记得好友家人和朋友，我这次真的是被吓到了，刚才回来路途中驾没超过90km/h。。说真的啦迟到好过不能到，喝酒不可驾驶啊，雨天要慢慢啊！这几天都在下雨，回来途中经过多一单车祸。。开车实在是危险啊！

还是一句要小心驾驶啊！！

雅虎！

2009-10-30T11:03:00.002+08:00

考完试了咯~~
希望这次的都会及格吧我已经尽全力了 =）

放假了，两个月噢。。刚刚跟同班同学一起吃完饭，个个都要回家了，突然有点不舍得的感觉。。有几个都不确定下学期还会继续读跟何况我自己。。而却我都没机会跟他们同班了因为我上学期太多不及格了。。

现在放假了有好多东西要搬回家，好懒惰噢~~
两个月放假都不知道要干嘛，不想做工。。只好吃喝玩乐睡觉罢了咯。。

懒惰收拾东西呀。。还在发呆着。

好啦，要休息一下下。。

就在这里祝其他将要考试的朋友加油咯！可怜他们没得放假。。哈哈

New Layout =)

2009-10-29T23:29:00.004+08:00

First of all i have to thanks WM for making my blog looks better than before =) I'm satisfy

Holiday is coming soon, suddenly i feel like i don't wan to have holiday because there are alot of reason, but i'm lazy to mention hehe, i'm having my last paper 2moro morning at 8am..

I got a bad feeling, things that i don't wish to come is on the corner..i should have to appreciate every things that i have..

Not much to say because i'm going to rest early paper 2moro =) goodnight all, i miss everyone that approach in my life.

Phewwww.

2009-10-21T02:48:00.003+08:00

Finally I had finish all my assignment & presentation etc, i feel no more burden although the final on next week..because I had confident that I'll pass this 2 subject I already did all I can for this semester.

Just finish my last assignment today, it's a presentation..I don't really like this feelings when everyone is staring with me with that kind of look, just so so for my presentation today i'm not satisfy with it.

Rainy night, drive to kajang to have dinner+satay+movie spended alot but it's worth after struggle for quite sometime..

I'm already tired, my brain is going to rest..i woke up at 9am today till now, will be continue. =))

Wrong Hole!

2009-10-19T22:32:00.002+08:00

I Like This Song!

=|

2009-10-15T20:04:00.003+08:00

Kinda sad my mom just fly to Aus & she's not coming back for a while, no more people for me to complain about everything..

For those who still have mom taking care of you make sure you all appreciate it, don't ever make your mom disappointed..

I'm not grown up in a perfect family, my family relationship is complicated =( kinda envy those people who have a complete family..

As i mentioned earlier, Adeline just came back from UK but then now she had also fly to Singapore for work..my house once again became queit.

Me myself, final exam is nearby and almost all assignments are complete left 1 last project that must present at coming Tuesday. I think this time I'll score better than last semester :)

Didn't think much about relationship because i still couldn't make the right choice, still remain as a single.

There are tons of thing waiting me to do but i couldn't remember anything, all i do now is class,sleep,eat,computer. Nothing special..still wondering what is my intent.

This weekend is Deepavali, it's a public holiday but i don't have any plan to go anywhere but there are house party & wedding dinner..

I have a bad feeling..

哇靠！他妈的够力衰！！

2009-10-06T07:21:00.002+08:00

最近紧得要命了，省吃省花为了要留一笔钱。。他妈的！！！现在7点早上，昨晚睡着了忘了把车放出去今早发现被锁了。。真是他妈的！！@!#@$$&^%(%&^%$##@$!@#$
吊啦还要还50块才可以解锁！而却上周忘了带拖鞋回家，来了以后发现断了一只。。不知哪里一个pokai穿断了不要认！我哪里生那么多钱来买多一双拖鞋叻？？然后滑鼠又没电池了，又要买又是钱。。。。。。。。。。。。难道没钱不能生存吗？？！！！！！！

真的太衰了。。不知我前世做过什么坏事报应通通来。。我无法描述现在的心情，不能发泄只好写部落格。。我算了算这个星期省不到二十块可以花了。。过屁咩？吃块熟面到死好，还是饿死好噢。。咳。。咳。。

事事不能顺利真是有够力伤脑筋。。得空要去拜拜神了。

旺啊！

我的家。

2009-10-06T01:23:00.002+08:00

很大间，很舒服，很美，环境很好但有什么用呢？

我大哥出国了，大姐刚从英国回来不过下周二又要去新加坡打工了她说不回来了。。我呢平常都在大学只有周末才回家，我总觉得家很大间但是里面是空的。。

平时只有我奶奶，妹妹和爸爸在家，但是爸爸出外做工，妹妹去上课的时候就剩我奶奶一个人在家了。

其实搬家的目的到现在我还是不明，现在每周末奶奶都要去亲戚家住然后去买菜，妹妹呢却要去妈妈家住。。当天的晚上我突然又觉得我爸一个人在那么大间的家不懂在干嘛。。
知从不方便到习惯了，每次回家至少都会回巴生三四次。。

如果还在旧家，虽然每天很多人在，每天吵吵闹闹，每天要排队吃饭。。总好过一个人寂寞在家和一个人吃饭。

现在都住了阵半年了。。不方便都会变成习惯了，希望新年又在一次在我家闹翻天！

又来一个。

2009-09-29T22:37:00.002+08:00

经过上次的之后，我把事情通通都告诉了某人。。结果事情越来越糟糕，又多一了个打击。。真的希望这个是最后一个了。。这些打击都很类似，全部都不过是个事实！我不能公布这个打击因为我答应了某人，所以跟加难受因为不能跟身边的人分享。。只好自己承受了。

其实我很想发泄不过找不到一个正确的方法罢了。。脑海里真的很够力乱了，有时都不知道自己想要的是什么。。

算了吧虽然很想要事情赶快决绝不过我决定一切都让时间来判断了因为都不能勉强的。。而却最主要就是做回快乐的自己。

最近都过得很忙碌东奔西跑的，这个假期受了不少。。谢谢我身边的朋友陪我一起度过这个够力难过的假期！
好想念我的哥丫！很想见他跟他聊聊天。。

最近好多人生日哦。。大家生日快乐噢！

我的问题。

2009-09-22T13:57:00.000+08:00

今天凌晨1点32分，我又受到一个很大的打击。。现在的我一天比一天的讨厌自己，我真的受不料了。。我很后悔为什么当初我不敢踏出第一步，现在后悔莫及了。我太过自私了我恨我自己！！

为什么我的世界总是这样？

为什么我那么胆小怕死？

为什么我总是会后悔？

为什么我会这样。。真是十万个为什么!!

我当时真的很喜欢她，不过我就是没有踏出第一步！今天我总与知道真相了我很难受很内疚很想打自己。。我已经尝试发泄了不过这件事还是在我的脑海里游来游去，搞到我都快精神崩溃了。。喉咙也痛了。。我真的无法逃避事实！

其实最近我又有一个类似是以上的事情，我还是一样不敢踏出第一步。。。就这件事我已经很够力恨我自己了今天又来多一个超大打击的。。我现在根本表达我的心情不过有一种很想把头去撞墙的感觉。。

其实我真的错过了很多机会就是因为我这一副烂样子总是令人失望。。

不能再这样下去了我不要再像以前那样才来后悔，我需要用一点时间来摆平我的下半辈子的伴侣了！

我很希望有个最亲的人在我身边谈心事。。要不然我担心我会患上恐惧感或自闭症。。！！

其实三个字很难说吗？不过说了就一定要负责任。

I'm Happy Tonight.

2009-09-08T04:23:00.001+08:00

I'm Happy but dissapointed at the mean time because I can't say what i wanted to..anyway it's still a great time. Goodnight =)

Astro Battleground

2009-09-07T01:45:00.003+08:00

M.I, Lemon, NaNa, Leon, Kelvin Low did a great performance today hope all of them get into the next round!

Today the audition is pek & hot but i still enjoy watching it, somemore can meet TT sohai sibeh miss them xP but we didn't have much time together, hope to see them again soon..And i bring 2 of my Inti china friend went to watch the audition, and Lala,Angie,MunYee,Bra,Roo..etc keep torture me because they wanted to know which girl is the one i mention in my previous blog haha, actually is no.1 la but we are just friend at the moment =D

All the contestant is good, even those judge also got shock from their performance especially Katoon Network, ECX, Wakaka, M.I etc.. As i know Bobby & Ngan Mei Yan also from TT rite? I'm sure they were happy to see these junior that good.

The ending performance by those Judges & professional is INSANE! Especially the malay kid was like 5~7 years old SHIT MAN! He do like crazy~ he'll have a great future..& imagine that these malay are on PUASA haha pity them..

Actually i feel that all the audience are working for Astro, because they keep asking us to Cheer & Shout because they want to record..we should have paid by doing these :(

Awaits for the next round 27 Sep =)

1 Pic Only =(

Recently.

2009-09-02T23:04:00.002+08:00

I always wanted to blog but sometimes it'll bring a little impact and question that i dislike then i'll give up blogging.
Haihz, alot of thing happen recently good & bad all also come together..still have to accept it.
I just move to apartment beside my college from hostel, it's good that i don't need to suffer from that kind of room mate anymore..it's so hard for me to get this place to stay, i already cleaned up my room yesterday but it's empty inside i was wondering what should i bring from my home to decorate my room here..
Hmm..duno why i had a strange mood this few day, duno should be happy or sad..
I miss my bro so much and some of TT aswell, sometimes i can feel the lonely when i was alone.

2nd sem started & it's a short sem, i need to do hard this sem or i canot be able to study here anymore..i mess up my previous semester so i get a dissapointed result..& the fees here is so dam expensive..felt sorry to my dad.

Haihz i'm having rojak feeling now, i don't feel wan to write anymore. Bye

Take Care everyone!

流不出的泪

2009-08-14T05:48:00.003+08:00

现在已经是凌晨5.50am了，我已经到达极限的累了不过我还是坚持要打这个blog因为我觉得很重要。

我是一格还蛮乐观的人，就连我最亲爱的哥哥飞去欧洲了我也放得下了。。不过现在我不知道如何描述我的心情。。超级难受的!

故事就从两个礼拜前开始，我从我的classmate中认识了一个女生，她给我的第一个感觉就有好感了。。就从我认识她的哪一刻开始我都很开心，我在Inti也没什么朋友啊十只手指都数的完，认识了她我就也没有一个人躲在房间吃快熟面了，我们玩啊，吃啊，读书啊，出去阿，看戏啊。。之类的我都很开心，在这两个礼拜我发觉到我跟她的感情越来越好，突然间我失去两年的感觉来了。。就是爱情，我真的感受到哪种感觉而却我也蛮喜欢她，还有她不是本地人她是从中国/香港来的不过我们都能沟通的很好。。。不过就在这个时刻，刚才我就偷偷读了我classmate写给她的一封信，内容是说她要离开了要回去了，就在读完那封信以后我的心就好像停顿下来了而却我是最后一个知道她都不想让我知道还有还有就是我今天就在Inti最后一天了因为放假了要回家，幸亏我不是等到她走了以后我才知道这件事。。要不然我真的不懂要怎样办。我很担心放假回来就看不到她了，很想再看到她微笑啊。。度然间有种都不想回家的感觉不过逼不得已还是要回呀，真辛苦啊。。真的很怕叻，我都不懂要怎样办啊。。我很希望我是在发梦啊！
她因该都不知道我懂她要走这件事吧，不懂她会怎样想。。我却很烦，流不出的泪真的很痛苦。。为什么老天爷每次都给我短暂的快乐然后来一个够够力的痛！

我累了真的很累了眼睛都撑不住了，不过我不能不想。。我我我。。。不懂怎样啦！！谁来救救我啊。。很大的打击啊。。

对不起了老爸，我明天不想回我要留在这多一天。。希望你了解。

My Recent Life.

2009-08-10T22:42:00.003+08:00

Just finish my English paper today, i think i score kinda well and i had used the time given perfectly.
Seriouslly don't really know what am i thinking recently..sometimes feel bad, and the feeling that i lost 2 years ago is return but i'm afraid of it, still looking for a suitable apartment..those owner raise the price double damn it.

About friends, i feel that i'll let them boikot if i didn't hang out with them once in a while when i was free, but all the free time that all of us got is only midnight but my dad don't like me to go back late, seriouslly i also feel bad about it but i'm already used to it since loooong time ago although our house shift so far from bkt tinggi but i still go back there every week if i free..there are alot of friends that lost contact since i shift so far and started my college. Ofcourse there are new friends too but how about old friends? i don't wan like NS just 3months friend then everyone continue on their own path..

Entertainment, nothing much just face on my laptop whenever i was nothing to do, i'm afraid to spend money because i don't feel like i had enough, so i just save as much money as i can to spend on weekends.. I also have my own things to buy but i just couldn't, i'm looking for freelance but it's all in KL not worth if i drive there & return, haihz..other than laptop nothing else.

Dance, around 2 weeks i didn't dance..i wanted to but then no place for me to do so because everyone is busy with their final exam so do i, i am still weak on it i need to practice more so i can get on stage someday..Work Hard!

Anyway i'm glad to know everyone is fine.

I Just Know.

2009-08-03T18:58:00.002+08:00

I'm really piss of him, i wish i had a knife on my hand so that i can stab him!

He is my room mate, as i know every week i went back home he'll probably bring his friends back to the hostel and sleep on my lovely bed, i'm damn piss of this, i already asked him a few times but he just denied, because i found out that every week before i get back i'll tidy up my bed with my style, after i came back i saw my bed totally different from the before..sometimes also he steal my foods & instant noodles i just don't bother, but he get an inch want a foot..
Haihz i also don't know what to do. i told him if bringing ppl back or wanna use my things etc pls let me know. F**k him just can't understand what people talking..Last week for me to stay in this Stink,messy,dirty, Dog room mate.. I've to be extra alert, he's a big fat snatcher.
I'm worried about my lap top, he always touch & check my things without my permission...M****R F****R him!

&^(&^*%!@#!@$%#^%(*&)*&)*&@%!%#%&()_)()*^&()*^!!!!

Still looking for a house or apartment to rent now..kinda weird i saw Jln Melati here, but it's not Melati Utama. =(

Emo

2009-07-29T15:15:00.002+08:00

Don't really understand why am i Emo today..maybe is because the final exam is coming soon yet i'm not fully prepared. I'm really dissapointed of myself, everytime can't do things correct..i feel bored, i don't know what to do lar!!! haihz sien.....even blog also no mood.
I want to change this kind of life but i just can't..
.......................................................................................................................................................................................................................&*()&^*%$#%!%$^$*)(*(_)(^&65#@!$!@&#^&9800%)%$#@%$&6496706&&@%#^$%^*(*&)
BWAHH MWAH!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH GRRRRRRRRRRRRRAAAAWWHHHAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!

hope to have a chance to shout like this..

My Blog Is Not Dead.

2009-07-22T02:02:00.002+08:00

Many thing past through me recently but i just don't feel like to blog it because it'll cause me some trouble. I'm happy in this few weekend, but then i'm worried about my studies final is coming soon..tons of assignment, presentation etc..i did do my best for it.

I'm kind of ppl who afraid of lonely that's why friendship is important for me ofcourse family as well, every weekend i went back to klang i don't really feel that time is enough for me to spend for family & friends that's why i have to spend my midnight for friends, if not i would have lost them anytime..but i felt sorry to my dad i always went back home late, but there is no choice even though our house had shift abit further but i still not going to give up them, sometimes toll & fuel cost me alot..but i still have to bear with it, eventhough i already takeover the lambo myvi but i still can manage to fetch my family for outing.
Since Damien had left, i always drive alone to nowhere..is kinda lonely, but before he fly he left me something precious..i really appreciate them* I feel happy because of them, but then trouble started to comes i had to solve them before it's too late, so i'll try my best to make this friendship still!

Anyway i deeply apologize to everyone including my dad if had made mistake or something wrong. *Cheers*

Yesterday.

2009-07-13T19:07:00.005+08:00

Afternoon, i went to Klang Parade watch Lemon dancing solo competition, she dance well ofcourse i still feel like there is something missing..so i'm not that satisfy. NO OFFENCE! My purpose was to fetch her & go OO Night together.

When i reach MU, i straight go to the balcony..then i saw a few of teardrop mark on the floor, it reminds me the day before TT night both of us sit outside there..

Ham Ka C-17-2 went to OO Night & everyone was late, this is TT style i think..after all of us step in the hall & it was like the hall become ours..everyone shout, scream, clap like crazy..the show & costume was much more better than INTI alot, if i compare their Orientation Program there was no chance for INTI to lead..Anyways OO still cant beat TT, some part were kinda boring but as long as Ham Ka is around there is no bored! Take pic around in the hall, flash until i headache..Haha.
After OO Night finish ham ka taking pics outside there..it took atleast 1hour for them to take photo LOL, after that part of us went for movie ICE AGE 3 in pavillion in formal =) the 1st movie for me in this 3month, we had our dinner there by eating Hot Dog, it's delicious~
After the movie Kangaroo is going home alone(same like me), but then she forget wher she parked her car, then me,fai,rain & leon.. accompany her to look for her car..end up she found her car & left we lost in pavillion car park couldn't find Lambo Myvi & Kent haha..
Then go back D mamak corner to have our supper but i din't eat because i've to save some money for the fuel if not i can't get home d. Sohai-ed there again haha..Lala eat until cry because Jet* were sitting beside her & keep telling jokes, after i fetch them back MU i drive back to Kemuning ALONE! & i drive 80km/h because i scared i kena speeding then i don't know what to do because i'm Alone..
Wake up early in the morning today & come to Inti, very tired.

Everything i did for yesterday is worth, i'm Happy when i was with them.
That's why it's hard for my bro to leave.
I wan to live with happiness but then it cost us some money to gain that, so i've plan to save as much as i can if not i wouldn't enjoy for my weekend. Sigh, gotta eat maggi mee for whole week d =( Toll & Fuel money is driving me crazy!

P/S : Sry Dad, i promise i'll clean up Damien room this weekend.

Thank You Ham Ka.
photo will be upload in my fb

Lemon Competition Video.

One Step Closer!

2009-07-09T00:52:00.002+08:00

Just now i went to dancing practice with Baby Force for 1st time, a guy called Lex teach me some moves 3 step,6step,toprock etc... learn kinda alot tonight, after that went dinner with them started to mix with them d 1 of a guy gf is from klang too =)
As i know they were all abit old d..but they still can dance well!
I'm glad i have made a big step closer to Dancing World! Cheers~

Chat with Damien last night & today afternoon, he kinda enjoying there..if wan talk to him live can install skype coz i just did that with him last night & it's smooth.
Wish him luck~

This month weekend is full of activities but then myvi had been send to repair by my father..atleast need 2week time *sigh*

Precious Video~

2009-07-07T23:38:00.003+08:00

Damien reach Melbourne jor! Woooohoooo~

The Flight. 7-7-09

2009-07-07T14:30:00.004+08:00

I did my best to hold my tears when I were in the airport, i didn't cry out doesn't mean i'm not sad..those sexy girl cried, yet they were swearing to me that they won't cry today. Luckily i bring 3 pack of tissue end up use 2 pack, & i made my self like an idiot to entertain them..

I had slowly accept the facts since yesterday night i went to mamak with him around 4am & we had chat alot it's all about his TT life from beginning until today, he smile out from his heart. I can tell from that smile he love TT alots & all of you guys of course family aswell.

The plane had depart, i was wondering what he's doing now..crying?sleeping?psp?lap top?mp3?eating?looking at the picture? or flurting with chicks at the plane? I guess he's playing with his brand new IPhone now...

I can't endure anymore since i was in the hostel alone, i can cry as much as i want until fall asleep..

*Will be continue*

I Love You Bro, Wish u all the best.

Tired+Proud+Happy+Excited+WOOOOHOOOO!

2009-06-29T17:32:00.011+08:00

I'm glad i still awake & blogging now..

Yesterday went to a studio, dance with Dam & Tliang..it's quite fun! My shoulder swollen become worst because i keep doing shoulder freeze..i just don't bother about it =)

After training we went snooker..I prefer Pool much more than Snooooker, i hate snooker...haha 4.02am reach home just 10mins driving from bkt tinggi to kkemuning Hehe.

Fall asleep around 5am then have weird DREAM again! This time really OMG...

"I was in a back stage preparing to perform..then i saw Bra(2007 Version) & Lemon they were both make up & Queing beside, then i past by Lemon told me *something*..then then then then, omg it's hard to flash back i also forget d..zzz then "Knock Knock KNOCK!!!!" i though i was late for my class & i was still at home, manatau 8am nia.. my dad wake me up then we went breakfast 2gether with Dam..(I wan continue that Dream tonight if possible then i'll know what thing she's going to say..)"

Today my college got 2 event which is Digi Campus plan it's super CHEAP! i wanted to change it but i'm using Celcom Postpaid & it's registered under Damien..so no choice..then i went to 2nd event "Blood Donation" , i did donate before when i was in PLKN, so i just go for it although i didn't bring the red book..my blood type is AB(white colour) it's RARE thats why i'm so tough huh! Hehehe! (I'm glad i saved 3~5 life today, but my purpose is to get the 5% for the Malaysian Studies LOL!)

Lastly, thanks my Dad for the N95 =) it has 5mega pixel camera woohooo i can snap around & whatever i like =P

Gotta Sleep d, abit Dizzy after donate my precious blood..

These are some basic move that i've learn..& those precious blood of mine =)

It's Killing Me!

2009-06-27T19:09:00.002+08:00

Yawn..finally waked up from 8 hour slept, this week non of a day i have a satisfy sleep.
I wake up at 5pm today, last night sleep at 5am & then wake up at 6.30am to fetch Jasmine to school then come back d i sleep again 8.30am my dad wake me up to go for breakfast, i almost fall asleep when i was eating my breakfast..then sleep at 9.30am till 5pm xD
Imagine while u're having a sweet dream forced to wake up twice in few hours, that feeling is i rather die than wake up..while i was sleeping for the short while i had a few dream..but u all know de lar dreams cannot be remembered sometimes, but then i know 1 part that is..i dream that i was eating watermelon with kangaroo & lala then we were scramble each other watermelon.. wtf? Odd dream i think Damien suppose to dream that part but izit wrong linking..? while i'm having sweet dreams it always turn out with "Knock Knock!" Haha..

Woohoo! I can do shoulder freeze liao~ Dam teach me yesterday, my shoulder is swollen but it's worth =)
I hope to learn more from him before he leave!

Jokes of the day

A Chinese couple got married. When baby was born, her eyes were big and blue, hair was curly and blonde, skin was brown. Finally, name of the baby was SAM TING LONG ("some thing wrong")

Emo..

2009-06-24T01:59:00.002+08:00

I've think so much recently..nothing seems to be perfect in my life.
I'm regret i chosen this college Inti Nilai, this is not that kind of life i want & the hostel room i've choose.
My roommate is Inti most stink,idiot,dumb,childish,snatcher,big fat f**cker. Every decision I've made is wrong!
My course is not like that kind i want too, i hate Maths..my biggest fear in my study life it's killing me!
Even friends, they're not like what u see..i can't found a suitable friends in Inti. Sometimes forced to eat alone..
Nilai area is more on Hills, ther's nothing around here!
Every week i step on back in Inti i feel sad..i don't wish to come back here, but then the fees already paid for this sem & it's expensive..i rather use this sem money to go other college if can, somemore can pay for 1year i think..
I really don't know what future i want for now, i choose study just because i get 3credit for my SPM, & i don't really wan to work now..
I was hesitating should i change college or work..i know my friend all suggest me to continue study lo because cert is really important, but then if i continue study i don't wan to study in Inti leh..HOW?! who can help me..i just now walk alone go out & buy some stuff i can feel the loneliness! I HATE that feelings...!
Everyday after class just stay at room for rest of the day, i want to dance but there's no place, i wan to play basketball but i'm too weak, i wan to swim but alone, even i wan to play DotA also no ppl wan to play with me, then dinner cook maggi & eat, facing the computer so much but don't know what to do.......what else can i do..someone give me some clue pls! I'm fed up with my life here..
After Damien left, i think i'll bored till die every weekend go home midnight no more ppl accompany me d..no more ppl smoke with me, no more go mamak eat together, no more playing computer together, no more watching tv together...
I've friends in Klang too, but then i less join them recent i feel that our friendship is colder & colder..

Haihzzz stop here lar..keep thinking makes me feel more emo nia..
nmjpchpkmljcbknbmhfoldnsshhkc!!

19 June.

2009-06-21T17:08:00.003+08:00

Damien Birthday.

I planned him a suprise, which is 30 of us share to buy PSP & TT's come to my house at that night.
My plans run kinda well but i've made alot of mistake when i was with Dam, luckily he just not realise. That night 17 of them come over & i think Dam really got a suprise..he's happy!

Anyway my point is because of this plan, i've work so hard on this week & i can't even have a enough sleep for 1 day.. even 19th June, i didn't sleep at all on that day for 24hour!

Start from the morning i wake up at 7.15am because i've test at 8am, then i miss my bus so i wait till 5.30pm (didn't rest at all), came back straight go eat dinner d, after dinner i started to run my planning & my pkhkc phone got barred on that day! Then reach home at 12am++ after playing,chatting,eating,drinking,smoking,enjoying,crazying,fooling,sohaing etc.. 3am 19 of us went to Mamak~ after that reach home around 4.30am, 031,Lala,Lemon,Bra overnight at our house..we chat at my house balcony until 5.30am, then if i sleep i've to wake up at 7am to fetch Lemon to Klang..i know my self if i sleep i can't wake up d, then i stay awake by playing the PSP until 6.45am, used up 15min to wake Lemon(PIG) up..After fetch her back & i reach home at 8.30am! while i driving back i slap,pinch,whack my self to stay awake..i almost fall asleep! It's DANGEROUS~*Akon.
It's been sometime since the last time i can awake for 24hours continuous but i don't wan to torture my self anymore..sometimes is forced can't be sleep~
Although is exhausted but really worth it!!

Thank You Everyone <3>

Happy Father's Day!

大家的愿望。

2009-06-16T23:18:00.013+08:00

读了好几个人的部落格了，他们几乎都有提到不想要*大便*离开。

他的离开的确会带给我们数不完的伤心，不过人生总是会有那么的一天。。

连他自己的部落格都写他哭了，说真的我好久好久没听说他哭了。。而就在这时候他的好朋友们都令他感动了。

在这最后的几个礼拜我们都尽量让他有个美好的回忆了。。再过几天他的生日就要到了。。我想让他在这最后一次的生日让他最难忘的。。

我记得以前小时候我跟他都经常吵架。。为了一点点小事就吵架跟打架，有一年我们有阵半年没说话呢。。以前我跟他的感情就像仇人一样，之从他上了大学以后我们就很少见面了而却感情一天比一天的深。不过为什么上天就是要在我们的感情在最好的时候却要分开，我真的不明白。。我已经确认了他是我这一身中没有人可以取代的哥哥，而在我的生命中是最重要的角色。
我认定了他是我最爱的哥哥，我却不知他如何看待我这个弟弟。。前几个月我跟他两人在妈妈当坐了三四个钟谈了好多好多东西包挂他的TT伙伴们，我看到他哪开心的样子噢。。

真的很不舍得噢。。

不过在他飞之前我都尽量跟他玩到最高潮咯。。就在我们去马六甲的时候我认识了TT们。。跟他们在一起玩乐真的是超级棒的！第二次去森美兰跟爽噢！！

看来我们大家的愿望都是不要*大便*离开噢。。

Trip to Seremban.

2009-06-15T01:18:00.003+08:00

This trip just 7 of us & 1 *Lambo Myvi* Me,Dam,Fai,Lala,Lemon,Bra,Kangaroo. 7 of us squeeze in a Myvi go to Seremban, Fai hometown 1st night Saturday we overnight at Fai house. Seremban is quite a peace place, u can hear natural forest sound & the temperature there at night is kinda cool because there's a natural fog, i like that place but it was way too bored compare with city. *They don't have 7-11,McDonald,KFC...etc in that place because it's a kampung place where everone just work & stay there with a peaceful life.
Next day morning we went to eat wantan mee..not bad =) after that we went to a small hill called *Tortoise Hill* it's a place for chinese to pray there, then went to WATERFALL! woohoo! i like that place so much, we took alot of picture there..hmm, after that went to port dickson~! We joined Fai's brother since he going there to have a vacation with his Gf, they rent a room at a Hotel, then we just hang around at PD till evening, then we went to swimming pool & jaccuzi.. 9 of us use 1 bathroom to finish our bath then head to a seafood restaurant to have our dinner when the time we have our dinner is about 9.30pm xP because of the bathroom queuing.
We went back after dinner, I've to back Nilai, we stop there to have a drink with Fai's friend at Inti Nilai.They're dancers! wooohoo, hope i can mix up with them so i can have a better dancing future. After drink Dam sent me back to my hostel.

Just imagine how we travel so many places with a myvi with 7ppl! impressive rite?
I'm happy today although this trip lesser ppl than the previous 1 but still that FUN too!
It's hard for me to say goodbye with them but i still did it too.. =(

Awaiting for the next trip =)

End.

1.41am (2moro 10am class @.@)

Photo will be upload in my Facebook(when i free).

LoVe YoU gUyS aLoT!

Untitle.

2009-06-10T22:54:00.002+08:00

Piff..such a tiring day just finish bkb competition, we lose all our 4 game because we were group in the strongest one, the result is just like what we expected so no regret at all =) .
Today match, 3 ppl in our main 5 didn't show up due to some problems, so i play for 3 quarter omg so exhausting~ but i manage to finish the game till the last minutes, end up with 50-69 we did try our best already. After today i'm quitting basketball d because i feel that i don't have talent in that just a normal player, i feel tiring of it i won't touch it anymore..all i want for sports is dancing now, but i'm still in a learning state..i'll try my best to achieve what i want.

Just now after bkb match while i resting i was stung by some insects..the position it bites *Bengkak* liao..siao liao hope nothing will happend..!

*P/S: I came back from class today & have a nap after i woke up i found out that i lost RM10! WTF i know on they way back i've count my money. Diu nia seng that f**ker i hate him so much i've plan alot in that RM10 i wan save money and go Kuantan mac*ba* him. PISSED!!

Waiting for friday to arrived i can't stand my life at here already!

Melaka Trip 07-06-09.

2009-06-08T02:51:00.001+08:00

I wake up this morning with a big smile on my face~
After wash up went breakfast at mamak then depart around 11pm, 5 cars 23person let me try to list out their name (Me, Damien, Kangaroo, Lemon(F), Lala, Bra, Angie, Ang Ku, San Yi, Rain, Ah Bi, Jolene, Wilson, Kent, Kent*Gf, Lemon(M), Lemon*Gf, Ah Fai, Ah Fai*GF? x2, Elaine, 1 girl & 1more person i forgetten their name, Paiseh man too many d *spin my head right round, right round..*
Their all my brother friend, my bro is Damien so they just call me (Damien De DiDi) end up turn to short form calling me Daisy? Haha~ 1st time they saw me & they though i was my bro..

Dam,me,bra,kangaroo,lala,lemon 6 of us 1 car coz all these girl is skinny enough to fit at behind, we crap all the way to Melaka while we reach there around 2.30pm coz holiday & traffic jam+Lost, reached there liao straight to Chicken Rice Ball to eat our lunch everyone was starving and complaining while in the car..Shop,Play,Fool,Dance,Eat,Photo,Crap at Jonkey Street till 7pm, after that went to the lake and ride the boat, it's kinda nice view & 23 of us is Shouting,Singing,Photoing & Crapping it's so fun~ After that we went to for our dinner at Portuguese hacker centre, we lost again while we on they way there & those girls keep on whining & crapping =) eat seafood there & hang around there till 11pm & decided to go home coz it's abit late.
After Melaka i straight back to Nilai coz got past by, then i've bring my lap top travel Melaka with me for whole day my back is TIRED! While on they way back i driving coz my bro is tired liao, Most of them slept in the car but Kangaroo prefer to crap along with me & bro i reach college at 1.50pm.

I'm kinda enjoy & happy today, going out with groups of friend really SHIOK~ although they keep telling me that i looks alike with my bro for everything & keep calling me Daisy~ but it's still fun. Lala teach me alot of posed today haha~ i'm sorry if i accidently broke ur Lil Fan. =P

There're something i feel embarassed coz they are all pro dancer & i'm just a rookie about to learn some moves..Haha, hope they can teach me someday. They already admit me as Damien v2, after my bro leaving here maybe i'll be the next him?

Haha Thank You Guys~ I did have a Great day =)
*Daisy~Daisy~Daisy~Daisy* Running through my head~ HAHA!
Actually my name is Kevin.

Sorry Jie Yee i can't attend ur party~

(I just blog in a simple and quickest way coz it's 2.35am i'm exhausted & class 2moro)
*Photo Will be Upload soon*
Stay Tuned.

06 June.

2009-06-08T02:37:00.000+08:00

Adeline flight today, next month will be my bro turn..
There are plenty of things i've done today..it's tiring~

1.Wake up 2pm had my lunch.
2.Dyed my hair(A Few time coz 1st time ma..)
3.Went to Airport at 5pm have McD there.
4.Drive back from airport reach my house at 8pm.
5.My neighbour open house so have to attend their party.
6.After party straight drive to Klang
7.Deliver stuff to my mom.
8.I Promise to have dinner with her, went Sakae Sushi.
9.After SSushi went BR.
10.Find Jie Yee to redeem the money he owned me*purposely fetch him to ATM Maching*
11.Fetch her home.
12.Have to be home before 11pm, but i reach at 11.10pm with speeding.
13.Fetch my bro, went to Puchong to fetch Lala.
14.After Lala, drive to Sungai Long fetch Kangaroo.
15.After Kangaroo went mamak at MU.
16.Went to my bro apartment.

Whole Day just rushing here & there xD
Next day trip to Melaka~ 0.o

IBL 1st Match.

2009-06-04T16:04:00.001+08:00

Yesterday played our 1st match at 7pm,our team name is Agents(Duno wth it means..?) my jersey is no.88 =D, we play againts those negros..Negros, they were black,tall,fit & BOTAK! we lose ofcourse but we didn't care much coz we already expected the result is 25-63.. i play on 3rd quarter, diu let them bully kao kao..it's a hard game. Coming game i was not informed yet so just wait..(We were Group in a Strongest group)

After game i went dinner with Ks & Jyen(But they already eaten just accompany me nia)..both of them don't talk infront of anyone i don't know why, i feel so weird both of them pressing their own mobilephone then i enjoy the meal myself, i suspected that they were smsing each other with just sitting beside, after dinner rain again..lucky this time Ks drive here so i don't need to walk back with that heavy rain again.

Hmm, i'm kinda happy because my room mates went back to his kampung Kelantan, YES! no more his fcking smelly body smell when he's not around~ whatever i'm so excited he's not here. Too much things i hate him i think blogspot.com also don't have enough space for me to write..
Play Texas poker last night, win till 12m then sell Jie Yee some & give my uncle, after playing for few hour i lost all just in a night =) i don't really care that much..it's just a stupid game for me to spend my time here in college.

After that game i watch a movie called Rich Kid it's based on a true story but their language i also donno what is it..ofcourse there's subtitle, the movie is about a group of young,beautiful and most of all rich kids, who try to drown their parents neglect in booze,drugs,sex. They all live in the richest neighborhoods in Denmark with designer clothes, yachts and cars. They might look cool from the outside, but in their environment everything is about power, money and respect, and none of them can handle the pressure of constantly proving themselves to the group.
Watch till 4am.. end up can't wake up the next morning wake up at 12pm lucky the MPW class is postponed.. went for lunch with WM before my next class, spend whole day just in the room..SIEN!! Going for hip hop class tonight~

Bad Night.

2009-06-03T00:09:00.000+08:00

Haihz duno why 2day sibeh suay, just now went dinner with wm,rebecca & eefan then suddenly rain lucky we just finish our meal, rush till half way the rain got bigger diu lor~ lucky got 1 canopy there & wm is sick she beh tahan liao then i go A block with eefan then she get me tower & umbrella, BUT~ her umbrella i use for 1 ppl nia de leh..siao liao la like no difference nia, then nvm i get back to the canopy bring wm, then go bak again bring rebecca..lol on the way i walking with rebecca back she asked me some question.
Rebecca : "U like wm izit?"
Me : "We good friend niama!"
Rebecca : "Why i see u treat her just like my boyfriend treat me de?"
Me : "Haha? I duno mayb i treat everyone just like that."
Rebecca : "Oic, as i know among wm friend's u're the most gentlemen de leh."
Me : "0.o yameh..i duno oh haha"
Then reach her block d conversation end.

Diu~ have to bath again after came back from the heavy rain, i bath 2 times in just couple hour my towel is still wet, can't wipe my body well with it, my shirt & track bottom just wear 1 time nia manatau all wet liao..siao liao la no more trouser liao..

2moro our turn play IBL(Inti Basketball League) liao..1st round vs Negro, walaoeh sure lose de lor they all so fit semua pun ada 6pack, my rojak team just form last minute before the IBL start & i was invited, have to waste RM60+ to buy the jersey & fees..pundek~ this 2 day keep training nia my whole body also sakit here & there i hope got ppl massage for me..

Assignment~ 1st time i say this word infront my friends & blog since i start my college 1month ago. 4 week liao assignment semua satu satu mari liao just done maths ass* just now, puki the maths is add maths i langsung beh hiao.. so just can copy nia lor no choice liao, then later still have to finish the English ass* 2moro 8am class have to submit..tired like hell!

DotA " walaoeh college liao still DotA meh??"
cheh all those sohai here everyday keep shouting dota,dota,dota nia.. went with my classmate to cc 2day due to our class is postponed play 1 round with them, they treat me like a noob & wanted to command me how to play..mahai i was like, walao last time i play dota more than u eat rice lor then bo pian they keep kao pe i just pretend & play like a noob manatau i play so well in that game..they speechless after d game. Sienz i though college d can avoid DotA haihz..i've tried my best not to touch it d..

MSN with Joeanna just now, she started her college in Utar located in PJ(Campus) she told me that she drive there everyday..omg why don't she just rent a room there so don't need to be so tired of those traffic jam,toll & carsss. She was so busy recently..untill Jyen & JiaYi b'day she also didn't show up, i jio her this week go Jie Yee b'day party liao hope she'll be there =)

Seriously i need a car in this campus! 2day is an example.

*Happy Birthday Jie Yee*

iPhone!!

2009-06-01T02:07:00.000+08:00

I hope I'll get 1 too... =(

My dad just got 1 iPhone yesterday, so i was doing research for this thing for whole day.

There's are plenty of application..my dad order me to do the transfering contact from his N95 to iPhone, it's so plague..i connect the USB to my lap top & it says installing device failed..wth~ but i didn't give up, then i found out have to use iTunes to control that phone, then i got the installer from my bro external hard disk we have alot of installer and software inside that hdisk :)

After that still unable to sync* those contact to iPhone..Fed up before i eat my dinner, work on it till so hungry..there's still some other way to transfer the contact but then i was lazy to try it out because that phone is not mine :P

After dinner & bath i fetch my 3 lil cousin back to bkt tinggi, then went for a date with one of my Hin Hua friend :)

We went Papakopitiam for her dinner, it cost me RM20++! & Give up Baskin Robin! but it's worth~ then i fetch her home & join Jia Yi them at padang crapping there for almost 2hour..it's been sometime since the last time we all hang out together at mamak "Me,JiaYi,JieYee,Lee,Ks,Daniel,YiZheng" & others.

Jie Yee buy my Facebook Texas Poker Chips 2.5m with RM*.00

I left around 3m nia diu..so hard to earn de leh. K lar have to sleep liao 2moro morning still have to wake up early in the morning to go college.

P/S: Happy Birthday to *Yee Chen* & *Teck Mon* Cheers!

29th May

2009-05-30T16:37:00.000+08:00

*Jia Yi B'day*

I reach home at 11am, my class finish at 10am..then sleep till afternoon went to bkt tinggi play pool with Bro,William & Andy. Then met Jia Yi there came up by Daniel & Lee, his b'day party is located in Subang, seriously it's not far..& arent u guys feel bored everytime in Klang? =P no offence. Therefore some of them couldn't go & WM not coming back for this week, i though they plan to met at Asoka 1st at 7pm before we go but then all end up late due to some reason..then we who reach 1st decide to go 1st because we already book for the seat it'll cancel if late, we reach Yuan Steamboat just right in time 7.40pm it's a buffet steamboat, me JieYee,Lee & Daniel we reach 1st & start eating..when they reach we already on half way eating..there are alots of food we just eat part of it already full d..& the most special chicken wings, once it taken out just around 30second empty liao..so every 15min we stand by near the counter & wait for it to arrive =) Delicious~

9pm around 20 ppl is already there..i didn't saw Pei Chee & Pek Gee kinda long d but met them there yesterday, they were still the same didn't change at all, we were all shock when we saw InRu Gf's, i don't know her name but i know who she is..that girl changed 360degrees Lol but still not our type =) just feels GREAT!

After dinner,chatting,playing..then Jia Yi blew his b'day cake & forced to kiss his Gf because he did that to Ks too when Jyen b'day.

After that we went back to Asoka for 2nd drink but some of them went back d, while on the way back Leong fetch me & Jie Yee with his super car~ he accelerate all the way to Asoka *Thumbs Up* then we drink & chat at Asoka..

Went to play pool again in Amazon after Asoka, so crowded there after waiting for few minutes we started to play..i though Jie Yee pro, manatau lose to me =) & i won Lee for 2round too proud of myself..Lee is skilled in pool, 2.30am went back d.. as u guy know i live in bkt kemuning & i didn't drive that day..Then Jia Yi purposely fetch me back but i pay for the toll money & i'm BROKE! no more money to spend for rest of this week..

P/S:Jia Yi spend RM500 on his b'day, KS spend RM300 for Jyen b'day, 3th of June is Jie Yee b'day let's see how much he could spend..

i'll pretend that i forget about his b'day then don't need to waste money to celebrate~ SAVE MONEY! *Cheers*

Going to Movie~~ Treat by my bro =)

My Life in College.

2009-05-26T23:31:00.000+08:00

Monday is Juh Yen B'day & i hate that day NO OFFENCE! I went back Inti in 24th night because KS want to give Juh Yen a suprise, whenever he needs a help i'll be his first choice, he fetch me here & ask me to call Juh Yen down..

I force myself to wake up the next day & go to the 10am English after i reach the classroom there's a note said that the class is postponed & will be reschedule next time, i was like WTF have to walk 10minutes to there, then walk back hostel 10min..then 12pm go for class again, after that class i just stay at the room for whole day, din't even go out for dinner because i'm sick & lazy then Ben "tapao" me noodles. I stay in the f**cking SMELLY room with a sohai room mate for the rest of the day. My life here is bored like HELL! i wish i could knew a bunch of friend that suit me..

Today receive a new schedule due to our English class have to separate coz too much ppl & i was so unlucky to be chosen, 2moro 8am have to go for the class..swt before this schedule i only have 1 8am that's friday but then now got 2 d can't lepak anymore in midnight, today schedule abit sux coz my break time is 2pm~4pm and WM,JY,Ben is having class, so i decide to eat alone after lunch went to cyber cafe lepak but i didn't play saw my classmate there playing DotA..1 word NOOB~! HAHA, i hope i found a DotA team that suit me too because i heard there's a DotA league 0.o , 3 weeks d i still feel awkward in the class my finger can count how many friends i got in this campus haihz..AM I LOOKS LIKE F**CKING LAN C? =( Sad.

GoodNight~

I'm New To Blogspot!

2009-05-23T17:14:00.000+08:00

As u guys know i used xanga.com before this, blogspot.com is better than xanga.com alot that's why i switch here. =)
It's been some time since my last update so i just create a new one & try to post my new life here.
I've uploaded some precious videos to welcome my readers, Enjoy It~!